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Those vision they appear to be real but if they are then why don't I remember them so clearly!? It's almost as if someone may have placed them there for me to find. But they feel so real. It's almost hard to figure out what is real and what is not. Am I ever going to figure out if there visions are true, I don't know.
I tryed to reactive this metal bar but nothing. It's secrets lock away never to reappear before me.
Oh, I hope not but I don't know how I did what I did before. Try as I may I can't make it work like before.
Am I shell of a person? Have I really lost it? I kept asking myself.
I remember that man but little to nothing beyond that.
Did he place those visions there? And if so, how? I slowly started to shake.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, a picture of another appeared.
Who's that? Why does she look like me? Is she a family member, friend?
And then her death flashed before me.
It's....I felt my body give out as I start to sink into a dark void.